Confusion (or, Why Aren’t These Fucking Dreams Coming True Yet?)

I’m in one of those interesting moods. As of this moment, I’m unhappily single and looking, and that makes me hurt a little bit. I have one interest in Germany right now, another in Clearwater, FL, and yet another in Brandon. I like them all, but I’m not really sure about anything right now. All I know is that I’m really lonely. I don’t want to be lonely, but it’s really the only option I’ve got at the moment.

It’s not as though I can pull guys out of my ass. Believe me, if I could, I would. I’m picky though. I don’t want just anyone, I want someone quality. Most of all though, I desperately need a good cuddle. I’m just getting tired of sitting so utterly alone.

Anyone have a solution?

So, It’s Been A Long Time

So, it’s been a long time since I’ve written anything at all. I decided to take a bit of a vacation, take some time to myself, try to revitalize my brain. It didn’t work, so I’m trying to get my creativity out onto the page again. I’ve made some upgrades to my life, like the iPhone I’m typing this on, and the people in my life. Most of me is the same, but a lot of things are different. You’ll see in the coming days. I’m hoping that some of you guys, my once faithful readers, are still around. Maybe not, maybe so, but I’m still gonna write. I’m tired of not having an outlet, and this is now it.

Forgive my indulgence. Here’s hoping you guys remember me fondly.